I sat there lyin in the hospital bed,
Meetings with doctors,
All over agian,
They teach me things,
I never knew before,
They knew more about me,
Than i ever knew before,
Having blood drawn cant be too fun,
It dosent happen to everyone,
I wanted to rip out that stupid I.V,
I w anted to leave me and mommy,
I watched her sleep on the uncofterble chair,
But felt so happy knowing she was there,
You may think hes complaing,
Hes a baby,
But try living your life normal in the beginning,
Then 13 years in it starts back up,
One doctors apointment can mess it all up,
There things i can tell you that you wont understand,
Theres things i can tell you,
That you'll see me less of a man,
Like how i was scared when i first f ound out,
And how i feared what it was all about,
People think,
Its not that big of a deal,
Well you try it,
See how you feel,
I barely eat,
And i can barley play,
Im scared to get more insalin that day,
And if my sugar goes up my parents may panic,
I dont like that,
Because i dont like complainin,
The shots don't really hurt,
I'm used to it now,
But nothings the same,
And this story is how,
my life is all messed up rite now,
I hope they find a cure for this thing,
"d"'s in my way,
D's everything....
