Mommy

Mommy died that night
While having me
And you blame me each night
Before i go to sleep

Yes i blame myself too
I didn't mean for it to happen to you
Was my mother nice,and strong?
I wish i could have known all along
But seems to me,that i threw it away
And some things just aren't meant to stay

I wonder what her voice sounded like
Shes an angel in my deep thoughts
I hope shes watching over me,
And I'm growing up how she wants me to be.
I want her to be proud,
But it seems i cant get that step around.

I need my mommy to talk to me,
About all the rights and wrongs.
I hear daddy cry at night
All because you are gone
So I'm here writing this poem
And hope that you'll understand,
That I need you
And even though i may not know who you are
I love you so much Mother of mine