My First Real Love

When I'm with you
There's a feeling that rushes through me
Its not just any feeling
Its one that only the heart can see

I cant say that you're my first
But you are different from all the rest
Out of all the other guys I've dated
I'm proud to say you're the best

I hope you don't think that I'm saying this
Just because were together
Cause the way I see it
I wanna be with you forever

You don't know how much
You've changed my life
Because my other boyfriends
Made me resort to a knife

I swear to god I'm not crazy
I'm really not insane
But I didn't know what to do
In a time when I felt so much pain

But with you
I've been nothing but happy
And that's a big step up
From my life being so crappy

There's no one else
Who can make me feel this way
I love you more
Each and every day

I just want you to know
You mean so much to me
And without you in my life
I don't know where I would be