Scars

They say "You can cross out your past
but you can't erase it."
I never really thought about it
but now i have to face it.
i've tried to cross them out
but the scars still remain
having them here
only bring back the pain
everytime im reminded of them
im forced to think of you
and all this does is bring back the pain
you used to put me through
you cannot undo all the things you did
you cannot unsay all the things you said
so im forced to be reminded of them
each night as i cry and i lie in my bed
as i think of the scars
inside i slowly start to die
and i know that i can never get rid of them
no matter how hard i constantly try
so im giving up now
i'll no longer fight with my memory
i guess i'll just have to live with these thoughts and these scars
of everything you did to me

(this one kinda has a double meaning but unless you know me you won't figure it out so don't bother)