Pain of life

by Cassandra Christilaw   Dec 31, 2004


I had a friend
And her name was Jenny
She died a year ago
Over four letters called love
I remember this day so clear
She came in screaming
"I'm in love! I've met my love of life"
I felt happy for her, but kind of scared
You see this guy she was with took away the Jenny I knew
It was two months later when he started to see other girls while he was with Jenny
One day she came crying to me
"What should I do?" she asked
I told her "Forget about him"
She looked at me different as if I were insane
That's when I knew she was going to be in more pain
It was almost a year of them going out
He knew he had Jenny round his finger
He took her heart and soul
Jenny knew about every girl he was with
Still she thought and sworn he loved and cared for her no matter what
Till one day she went mad
Her heart was gone
The pain increased even more
She had cravings in her skin to let the pain out
She lied to anyone that came in her way
Until one night when I was over that day
She told me "Love is a piece of shit"
I notice she had five bottles of beer that where empty
"Jenny" I said as I notice her laughing about how she should die
"Stop talking nonsence" I told her
I looked at her closely and notice
She lost a lot of weight, her soul was gone and she herself had faded away
"Jenny what have you done?" I whisper
She laughed and said "Why of course I've been trying to kill myself"
That's when I knew my Jenny was gone
That night she died from over dosing
She died in my arms and her last words
"You cared so much and I love you always"
That night I'll never forget
I remember cursing asking why did you have to go
But now Jenny I realized you thought nobody loved you
You seemed to forgot something Jenny no guy has to love you, because I love you so much
It brings tears to my eyes thinking how your gone forever
I wanted you to know now since it's been a year
I forgive you and right now I know you're my angel watching me
Today I live for you and me
This isn't a good-bye Jenny cause its never over
Jenny I love you forever and you're my partner in crime

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