Behind That Envied Smile

All the boys were crushing on her
But deep inisde her heart
Her love for others was a blur

Everyone thought she was perfect
That girl that had everything
But she thought a lot about suicide

Everyone thought she had everything planned
Everyone thought that she had a boyfriend who cared for her
But deep down he used her

Every girl wished to be her
Every girl wanted her body
Every girl longed to be her friend

But deep down inside her
She felt like she wasn't anybody