On this cold blanket I lay
Not frozen inside, but with frozen memories passing me by
The tears that haven’t shed
They shed inside
Someone so lost, so lost in sight
Wonder where, where is the blazing truth in my life
Where does this sadness come from?
Is it from a father that I haven’t had in my life?
A friendship that was run by the most silliest things?
Or is it cause I’m so lost in my own life?
I’ve had this bundle up in a blanket
Hoping nothing will oozy out of it
But it did anyways ripping pieces by pieces
It’s like an illness what I have
Seems made up, but its all real
They’ll send me away and put me on things
I wish I had a father and a best friend
But nothing I wish for will happen
