Angel in Disguise

I cant stand living like this
it feels we are so far apart
although only a couple blocks
and always together at heart

why does it have to be like this
why does age really have to matter
the law is stopping me from being happy
and holding me back from laughter

my heart is always aching
and i'm always put through pain
sometimes while i'm up at night
i feel i'm going insane

not being with you every day
makes me so sad and blue
i hate every day my parents go out
and leave me home thinking about you

i'm thinking of you right now
as i'm listening to a sad song
i'm holding back a million tears
that i've been holding all along

it's so hard to do this
almost every other day
sitting at home, being alone
things just arent going my way

i wish i could be with you right now
lost in thought looking in ur eyes
but i guess until i'm old enuff
i'm gonna be an angel in disguise