Hurt you

I cant take this anymore
this pain its just to strong i don't want to hurt you
but already i have
I've ruined my life and your too
sometimes i wonder why i cant just die and leave this place

i need my razor blade
but i cant hurt you i cant break a promise
but please just one cut and ill be OK
just one drop of blood and i will live

or that bottle of pills there calling my name but i cant because i don't want to hurt you
you mean to much and i can t see you suffer

i want to curl up and die and hope no one sees me
but no i cant because i cant hurt you