I don't want this life
Its not worth the hassle
I'm not wanted around here
I dont know, why I'm feeling this way Can't pin it down to any one thing The black void controls me
I can't get out Although
I try Please believe me
I've shed so many tears
Dreamed so many dark dreams I feel so bleak, numb, desolate I tremble if people come near
Please don't reject me if I try to push you away
Although you probably will
I'm scared of the telephone
I don't know who's ringing
A knock at my door
I run and hide
I don't want to see anybody
Although its probably not me they want to see
People laugh
They don't understand
Pull yourself together
Is what they say
Don't they know?
I don't want to be like this
Please believe me
Although if you don't, then I won't blame you
I wish for compassion
Some understanding
People don't realize
I'm still here
Somewhere in this black pit of despair
