Being...alone

It seems i always get lonely
especially when i see everyone with their friends
and then i realize all thats here..is just me
not all that important to them

i do have friends
but they aren't real close
i want more that this
so i wont have to be alone

i like to talk
and be around people
but lately it seems
as if I'm invisible

i seem to talk to myself
and get more tired
cause theres never anyone else
whose there for a while

I'm going out of my mind
from being by myself
its never going to unwind
with out a real friend to help

i don't want to sit all alone
i want to not cry
cause without anyone
is how I'm always shown
and i dont want to explain why

i feel like a part of me is missing
without someone to be with
I'm getting emptied with thrilling
i guess im no fun to be with

i need someone there
some one to talk to
and someone who isn't scared
someone to help me through

i miss how it used to be
i want it back
somehow...
so i can feel free
and not have to deal with that