hey i can relate to your poem, i use to feel how you feel now.. Last year I felt alone, and felt like no one was there for me, and I needed to talk to someone.. Sometimes the person that you should talk to is someone right there in front of you.. Give one of your friends a chance and open up to them..
Keep writing and be strong,,
I'll be praying for you...

Love JUlia

thank you so much...:)