Raindrops on my window,
Heart sinking fast,
Told you I was fine,
How long will this act last?
Hate lying to you,
But it’s for your own good,
Now I feel so lonely,
So misunderstood.
But this is to help you,
And that’s all I want,
The wind blows through the trees,
Forgotten words haunt.
Feel like something is,
Eating away at my soul,
Feelings of depression,
Just too hard to control.
Longing for someone’s soft arms to wrap round me,
Knowing no one in this place,
Will ever give me that,
I’m just a waste of space.
I long to walk into this stormy night,
And feel the rain, wind and cold,
To pack my bags and leave forever,
Ignore all that has been told.
Nothing really stops me,
Apart from the simple fact,
That if I leave it will be proven,
That you will not care or react.
