One day soon
i will have the courage
to walk away
one day soon
i will have the strength
to be on my own
one day soon i will have the confidence
to believe in myself
one day soon
i will have the wisdom
to learn and let go
one day soon i will
have the happiness
to ease my pain
But Today
I will stay here
because of the strength
and courage that i lack.
Today i will cry
and feel sorry for myself
i will dwell on scarred memories
while you blindly abuse my emotions.
Today i will lay in bed
remembering the words
in which you said.
Today i will continue to lie to myself
because the truth
is more than i can handle
