your screams go right through me.
why do you insist on treating me like this ?
your yells abuse me.
in my mind they linger to twist.
arent you the one suppose to be there ?
hold your child close in your arms ?
arent you suppose to be the one here for me ?
the one to bring no harm ?
your words continue to pound and to ache.
the capacity in which your thoughts hold
do no justice to my own.
arent you the one suppose to be there ?
hold your child close in your arms ?
arent you suppose to be the one here for me ?
the one to bring no harm ?
my hearts cries out for forgiveness.
what shame have i brought to you ?
i\'m begging in my sorries.
i\'m just your flesh. your blood.
why do i bring so much grief ?
i don\'t know how to get your acceptance.
how am i suppose to be in your eyes ?
I\'m unable to be perfect like you !
arent you the one suppose to be there ?
hold your child close in your arms ?
arent you suppose to be the one here for me ?
the one to bring no harm ?
when i was young.
trapped in the walls filled within your hate,
your yells were my only refuge of love.
werent you suppose to be the one.
the one to be there for me ?
was holding your child close,
to hard to accomplish ?
to much of an obstacle to act like you care ?
werent you suppose to be the one here for me ?
the one to bring no harm ?
no doubts ?
no tears ?
werent you the one not to bring cries ?
arent you the one suppose to be there ?
hold your child close in your arms ?
arent you suppose to be the one here for me ?
the one to bring no harm ?
