Moving On

How can I move on when he holds the only key?
He left with no reason, saying we just couldn’t be
I can’t stop and I can’t continue
No one else could I ever pursue
There seems like no end in this ongoing pain
On my life I had to add just one more stain
Will I ever get a grip to the side of my abyss?
Could I ever allow that second first kiss?
The real question that should really be asked
Is if there is another who’s feelings aren’t masked?
I’ll say I hate him so and wish for his eternal misery
But I’ll know in my heart that he’ll always be my mystery
I’m doomed to think of him always
Trying to plan the pain I could repay
I will never see his betraying face again
All I’ll have is what happened back then
I’ll forget all his wrong doings and the faults
Mostly I’ll miss him and wish for our waltz
But he won’t be here no matter what I wish
And I’ll be the one who's going to miss
He can’t hear my sad cries and see my crying eyes
He won’t think of what he did or his hurting lies
It’ll be me and my lonely life
With the years passing on, adding to my strife

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