In the crowds at school I'd try to blend
And fit in with the people who caused my life to end
Fake a smile, here and there,
If I was hurting or not, they didn't care.
At first they didn't realise the pain that they caused
And it was the punches which hurt me the most
Bruises fade with time as I know,
But it was the bruises on the inside which took longer to go.
The pain you gave me from your fists
Were what started off the cuts on my wrists
A long time ago, my soul had died
Because I kept my feelings locked up inside
It may have seemed like harmless fun
But you realised it was serious when my suicide was done
To me, you caused a lot of pain
And now on your life you have a guilt stain
The stain is you knowing that you killed me
When you should've just let me be
This may sound shocking, but you I don't hate,
Because in the end I knew that this was my fate
All I ever wanted, which was my stupid dream
Was for a friend who could help me, but no-one liked me it had seemed
