Broken hearted

Walking with fear and terror
all i could see was my memories
all i could see was my pain
all i could see was my broken heart
everything just wasn't meant for me
everything just wasn't so pose to happen
but i wish i could had been a better person
i wish i did’t over reacted
i wish i wasn't over protective
you had your fears
you had your questions
cause you thought if we ever get in a fight
it would be the worst then the one we had
i never knew one fight would had just ended it all
it was a stupid fight
a retarded mistake
and you just broke me off your life cause i over reacted and over protective
well?
i guess it's to late to plead
i guess it's to late to ask for another chance
cause you killed me off your life
cause you destroyed me off your mind
and you deleted are past memories
and we are just friends
when we once was something greater then that
i just don't understand
it was a little fight
and you force us to break up
and said we we weren't so pose to be with each other
and said i thought of you more as a friend.. then someone i can love
so much pain and hate in your heart
and you just shot it all at me at once
i had to face all these hate and pain in your heart
you could had told me
you could had trusted me
you know i would understand
you know i would had change
but you just didn't want to go on
you just didn’t want to be with me any more
well?
i understand
i always will
but you never gave up anything for this whole thing
i gave up my friends just to be with you
i tried my best to fit in with you and your friends
i tried my best to work this whole thing out
i did my best to make you happy
but in the end i get cut off
Rejected
i didn't cheat on you
i didn't push you to be with my friends
when i knew you wouldn’t fit well
i did anything you ever wanted
i tried my best to make you feel comfortable
but in the end you cut me off your life and told me to find someone else
it's sad....
it's sad that am trying to fight to get back together
but you just keep rejected me
and pushing me away
and say "I no longer like you any more and love you"
i felt like my life just ended right there
i felt like my heart just blow up..
and does this mean?
i gave up all those stuff for nothing?