Missing you.

I was sitting watching my computer screen,
When I realised I’d never talk to you again,
That I was stupid to give up,
I love you, and I really miss you.

The one person I ever truly loved,
And I made him hate me,
I feel so sad and stupid,
I was soo very very stupid.

What I do to talk to you again,
Read your loving words,
I want to work at what we had,
But that will never happen.

You blocked and deleted me,
Can’t bear to even look at my name,
I’m dieing on the inside,
Missing you sooo much!

I thought of you as the year ended,
And another started,
I cried that night,
A year with out you.

That very thought hurt,
I miss you so much,
Your hate for me is killing me,
WHY WAS I SO STUPID?

I hope one day you’ll forgive me,
Talk to me,
One day will probably be never,
I was so stupid.