**Every night i lie on my bed,
while all these thoughts run through my head.
I realize that by crying over something it wont come back,
that is why i just wish that when I'd think about it i would just see pitch black.
But instead i see all of us laughing,
and i see all of us together and happy.
Those were considered all the good times,
but of course there were many crossed lines.
Where we wouldn't talk,
but it never lasted long, all we needed was a little fresh air so we'd go for a walk.
When we came back it was all OK,
and we were back to laughing and talking by the end of the day.
But now that is the past,
and our friendship had gone away too fast.
I want everything to be the same,
so we wouldn't have to be ashamed.
I continue to lie there,
while my tears roll off my cheeks into thin air.
I can still hear us all laughing and hanging out,
but all of that is gone without a doubt.
I miss the past,
but it left too fast.
I know the sun will continue to rise,
and i know i will never forget all the times, not matter how much i am full of despise.
My main wish was to have the past back,
but it is gone forever into the pitch black.**
