She sits
And thinks
And drinks
More and more just to wash away the pain
Because if not it drives her insane
When she drinks she’s calm
And when she drinks theirs nothing wrong
Everything’s good and she’s happy again
Nothing can ruin the good feeling nothing can!
But at the same time this feeling isn’t real
Because it cannot hide what she truly feels
How she just wants to die right then and their
Because the world just is so unfair
How the one thing she wants she can never have
So it makes her constantly depressed and sad
How it feels like her heart is being ripped out
And how when she thinks her mind is in constant doubt
So she drinks just to take away the pain
Just so those thoughts don’t stay in her brain
And she will feel calm and happy and in bliss
And she can go to her own world she just wont exist
