I spent my
whole life
In love with despair
Kept my lungs full
With the breath of their
Mute atmosphere
I became
What I hate
And thus
Shall I remain
To give birth to a
Mighty assassin
Armed with a weapon of words
To defy the lies
To never compromise
No
Today
My name
Is pain
I stood
Beyond the world
Whispering secret syllables in the
Eyeless dark
Dancing wildly
Round and round on the rotting ground
Surrounded by the dead dusts of hell
This is how I delete myself
And this is how I corrupt
Everyone else
Obey
Betray
You are not unique
You do not need to think
Take it
I will
You succumb
So nicely
Like an insect staring back
Like a dying dove
My love
So here we are again
The sheets are stained and bloodied
The animals scratch at my skin
Here we are again
My face is scraped and bloodied
Ive nothing left to give
I wast there
I not involved
Im innocent
Its not my fault
I wasn't there, Im not involved,
Im innocent, Its not my fault
Here in the suicide trees
No, bloody, bloody, bloody
Murder
Among the excitement of my sins
Its not happening
So here we are again
In secret ceremonies
Changing shape, amen
Here we are again
Pretending not to notice
The illness sneaking in
Toil and labor, hate your neighbor, faith in favor, obey
Obey
Here I do as I please, obey, here in the suicide trees, obey
Hate your neighbor
Scratch at my skin
Its not happening
