How to confuse a teenage girl,
The list of entries would be endless,
But give her two guys, she can have either one,
She will soon have to decide, relentless.
So God, why present me with two,
When you know I cannot decide,
Either one would seem perfect for me,
I'm confused and all muddled inside.
I don't want either one to not want me,
Though it already feels that neither do,
I can't, I won't allow myself,
I'm not prepared to choose.
My heart calls out to both their souls,
Even though no reply is expected,
But still in either's company,
I feel I am protected.
What if I did happen to chose one,
And he doesn't turn out to be true,
Would the other one still want me,
Or would he feel he was being used?
How can you tear my heart in two,
And expect me to live normally each day,
I love them both so very much,
There must somehow be a way.
But the one I have truly fallen for,
Doesn't seem to have fallen as far,
He seems to not want to be with me,
His hearts trapped behind bars.
Help me to stop being so confused,
And help me to make it all better,
I want them both, even though I can't,
Help me and my perfect match get together!
I wrote this poem whilst in two minds about two guys, my ex and my new boyfriend. Even though I love my boyfriend I can't leave my ex behind!