Mother

One day you'll understand me and one day you'll know
Of all the days you made me feel so low
I keep my head up every second of everyday
And I tried not to listen to what you had to say
I spend everyday trying to please you
But it seems like I don't know what to do
Do you remember that it was you who walked out on me when I was five
And yet I still survive
Now that I'm older and I can take care of myself
Now you wanna come and take credit?
I can't let you do that to me
I can't let it be
You were never there, you never supported what I did
I always felt like a lonely kid
Everyone else had their happy family all together
And I felt like my family was in stormy weather
You were never a mother in my life
All you reminded me of was a knife
Always cutting deeper into my feelings more and more
The whole in my heart you tore
Because of you I don't trust people at all
And I always feel small
But things have changed mother
My feeling have got further
I'm giving you a chance to love me for me
The person I will always be
This is it, I'm giving you a fair chance
But if you fail this relationship will never advance
I love you so much deep in my heart
And I'm really hoping we can make a fresh start