You cause me constant pain
every time i think it may be different
it ends up the same
i finally gave out my trust to someone i loved
but you threw it away
i just wonder how you could sit there
and lie to my face
then i remember this is the sixty fourth day…
where…
i hug my teddy bear
try to convince myself i don’t care
as i tear and wish you’d curl up and die
right in front of my feet
i promise i wont cry
and remind myself that its true
im better off without you
