How do you do this to me?

I don’t know what to say.
How I feel is almost beyond words.
How do you do this to me?
And why?
You’ll say something to me
And first I feel bad.
Then I’ll get worried
And mad at myself.
Next I’ll bawl my eyes out.
Then I’ll go through a period of “sickness”.
Next I’ll ask you about it.
You’ll tell me it was all a joke.
I’ll be mad at first,
Then I’ll feel happy.
Cuz I know that your not mad at me.
Then I’ll figure out your point of saying it.
I’ll feel regret.
Then thankful that I have you to set me straight.
Everything fades when you give me a hug.
I finally realize that you do care.
And always have.
Thanks.
But give it a few days
And I know that it will all come back.