Mommy where are you? (part 2)

The first part was better i think. it was true, and so is this part. its all about my boyfriend and his mom. she died of cancer only 7 months ago and his dad is already engaged again and is never home for him. it pisses me off. anyways, please vote and comment, as support in this issue would help both me and him greatly. thanks.

dear mom do you remember
my dear old dad
remember who he used to be
remember the fun we had?

mom I'm really trying
i know you dint want me to cry
but the longer this goes on
the more i want to die

mom, hes gonna marry again
hes not who he used to be
i tried to give her a chance
but he cares more for her than me

in my old letters
i told you how sad he was
he doesn't cry anymore
he says now hes in love

he told me if he had met her
only hours after you were gone
it wouldn't have changed anything
he'd have grabbed her and moved on

now I'm always alone
hes always with her and her kids
so i sit alone and wonder
if its something i did

mom i really want you back
I'm really missing you
i still love you lots
do you love me too?

i don't know if you can see me
but i cried again last night
all i wanted were your arms
around me, holding me tight

Jesus why did you take her?
because i really just don't understand
please...all I'm asking for
give my mommy another chance

Ive used a knife before
and now i want it again
i want you here with me
to be through all Ive been

dad really isn't being
a very good dad at all
everyday all i get from him
is a "clean the house" call

mom i want to come see you
to do that ill have to have died
I'm willing to do anything
even suicide

but i guess I'm supposed to stay here
or at least thats the way it seems
so mommy once again I'll see you
only in my dreams...

*in honor of Sherri. we love and miss you.*