Where's the sense of Christmas?
if you're not under ten
you don't get a toy then!
AND NOBODY CARES!
about you
about how you feel
THIS IS INSANE!
my happy holidays
have turned to nightmares
this is so peaceful
this is so great
I'm not having a Christmas dinner
but I'm cutting myself again
this is my happy Holiday
sharing my thoughts with the pain
surrounded by emptiness
Santa please bring me the Death
i don't feel
what everybody does
i see the tree
and the smile doesn't show up
just this painful feeling
that i can't describe
i remember all the past
all what i had
all what i was
the way i felt
and I'd just like to cry
but i don't!
I'm a man
I'm supposed to be strong
but i cut myself
this is so painful
there's too much hate
I'm not having a Christmas dinner
and my happiness has flown away
this is my happy Holiday
sharing my thoughts with the pain
surrounded by emptiness
Santa please bring me the Death
i am the guilty
i shouldn't blame anyone
I've created this
this is my life
i don't like it
but what can i do?
just live it
and feel the wounds
