To those who pretend to care

Did you ever feel your world was fading,
Disappearing into the background,
With your feelings taking over?

The answer is no
But why do you always insist,
On delivering your sick medication,
You are not my psychiatrist,
So stop this summarisation,
I already know I’m crazy.

Did you ever have intuition,
Telling you that you weren’t going to make it,
And you were living this in vain?

I’ll bet no,
So don’t even bother,
With the comforting cr ap,
‘Cause I know it’s not over,
And I fell down the gap,
That everyone else jumped.

Did anyone ever say to you,
You are a failure, a social sl ut,
Why do you even bother to try?

Yeah, whatever,
Why do you pretend,
That you no my life,
You are not a godsend,
You are the knife,
That cuts into my heart.