Light Up My Night

Tears flowed from my eyes today,
I longed for embrace,
I wanted someone just to hold me,
And dry my salty face,

I sat there crying, thinking of,
Crimson tears gone by,
I needed someone to tell me that,
They are not worthwhile,

I wanted my baby to help me through,
Help to stay far from blades,
I wanted him to tell me he didn't want me,
To go away, to fade,

But instead he said he'd rather,
See my bleed than cry,
He said he didn't want me to be sad,
He wanted my tears to be dry,

His heart was in the right place,
The words just seemed wrong,
To me and my heart so fragile,
It just seemed to move me along,

Push to-wards the blade so sharp,
And the glass so shiny,
To push the blade to my skin,
And make cuts so tiny,

But i held on strong,
Only thanks to close friends,
Only thanks to people showing me,
And him wanting to make amends,

"I never meant to hurt you",
My crying just makes him sad,
I exploded when he said about cuts,
God, that made me mad,

But he just loves me so much,
And wants to see me smile,
When he says how much he love's me,
It touched my heart so fragile,

I didn't mean to get stressy,
I love him more than he knows,
When he says he loves me,
My feelings, they just grow,

I couldn't live without him,
He brings smiles to my heart,
And when i smile back at him,
I see love, i see a spark,

How did i get his arm round me,
And his hand on my ass,
How did this turn from just friendship?
Into love, how did it happen at last?

When he says I'm perfect,
With or without scars,
Fireworks go off in my head,
So bright they outshine all the stars,

All the stars except,
The most beautiful and bright,
The ones that shine in his eyes,
The ones that light up my night.

*All comments and votes greatly appreciated as always.*