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My meager voice shouts out in pain
My shriek pierced the calm air
I cannot pretend to stay sane
While you rest there good and fair

My skies are darkening slowly
My sun has vanished from my view
Where is everything I find holy
When will this spark renew

My divine light is fully dead
Silent buried in its grave
Sunken like unholy lead
And shoved inside a churches nave

These forsaken tears fall endlessly
While the days and weeks pass
And people pass in harmony
Above my heart of broken glass

You people think you’re so much better
When we are all completely equal
As I type each and every letter
And prepare to type the sequel

Your words are just as pointless
In this modern day and age
But all words alike fall in abyss
And off this broken stage

But they still drive me crazy
As I strive to make you real
As everything grows hazy
I know it’s not how I’m meant to feel

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