For Seth

by nikj   Jan 3, 2005


I innocently looked
over many poems
all labeled with
your four letter name
I found one that
I knew was from you
one day I had read it
while Chelsea was away
so with this one poem
I found all the rest
I was shocked to see
a few were of me
sometimes you hate me
but sometimes you don't
I found a few new
and couldn't help but read
I knew I shouldn't
but I didn't stop
I found a detail
or two to please
so now I write this
and hope you do read
I know I can't stop
your feelings for me
but I can stop mine
and that's what I did
when I went away
that summer day
I fell out of
what like I was in
and just to be strait
I didn't fall for another
I just stopped having feelings
no more were for you
it really did start
before I ever did leave
I felt like we
weren't anymore that
"just friends"
you remember that poem
the one from last year
either way i must now turn
to a more serious side
you can't like me
I've put you through to much
I've made you hate me
and now you think this
you need to know
you fall way to fast
how many girls
do you have poems about
some girl will be lucky
to fall into your arms
if your out looking for love
then your working to hard
it's a human lie
the way you feel for me
I want to be your friend
like we were before
but not if this happens
I can see myself to the door
your heart plays you tricks
and your mind works to fast
so many girls like you
put me in your far past
you can stop you feelings for me
for my poems are truth
as you can see
this ones for you
a reality check
if ever there was
I'm in love with a boy
and he loves me to
i don't mean to hurt you
but this is all true
my feelings for you
are all in my past

Good bye Seth!

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  • 19 years ago

    by Seth

    It's not so much that you're gone, it's just seeing you with someone else is harder than I could've imagined. If I say things in my poems that are mean and hateful, don't take it personally. Most of the time I just happen to be in a bad mood and all in all, I'm better for having known you, I hope you're better too.