Confusion

I CANT FIGURE OUT EXACTLY WHAT IT IS I SHOULD DO
I HAVE CONFLICTING THOUGHTS AND FEELINGS OF YOU
MY HEART IS TORMENTED, MY HEAD IS CONFUSED
MY DIGNITY IS IN SHREDS, MY PRIDE IS BRUISE,
MY HEAD SAYS I SHOULD HOLD ON AND NOT LET YOU GO.
BUT MY HEAD REMINDS ME OF NOT SO LONG AGO
SO WHICH IS IT? MY HEAD OR MY HEART?
THIS DECISION I MUST MAKE IS TEARING ME APART.
I CANT GET THROUGH A DAY WITHOUT THINKING ABOUT YOU
AND I CAN'T SEEM TO FORGET, WHAT I WENT THROUGH.
EVERY TIME I SEE YOU I'M SURE THE HURT SHOWS
BUT YOU DON'T KNOW HOW DEEPLY IT REALLY GOES
ITS GONNA TAKE TIME BEFORE I FINALLY LEARN
THAT I SHOULD FORGET YOU
MY BACK I SHOULD TURN
SOMETIMES WHEN ITS LATE, I LIE AWAKE WONDERING TO MAKE YOU STAY.
WHAT WOULD IT TAKE?
SO IT SEEMS MY HEAD HAS WON THE FIGHT.
I'M NOT SURE IF I'M HAPPY I'M NOT SURE IF ITS RIGHT
FORGETTING YOU WON'T BE EASY,
BUT I REALLY WILL TRY
BUT PLEASE FORGIVE ME, I CAN'T HELP BUT CRY.