I have borne pain upon my back for many a years.
Its weight, sometimes, almost unbearable.
It saddens my heart and deepens my tears.
Night, Day, or in between, sorrow may fill my heart, and overcome my mind.
And now, if you do not know, you may never know, for I, am a secretive person.
Abused, maybe not physically, but mentally all the same.
Tear stained face at this moment, for sadness has filled my heart once again.
Sometimes, at night, when the unbearable pain comes to renew, once more, I curl up and cry.
Cry all my tears away, for it is the only way, to ease all the pains.
I do feel love, happiness, and joy.
But I feel sadness, hatred, and anger more.
For now, I have nothing I can release and feel better about, for the fear of releasing pain onto my nearest, dearest, caring, friends’ hearts.
It fills my heart, deepens the pain, till I can barely breath, for it takes my breathe, and the sorrowful angel of sadness, comes to stay beside me again.
She may not talk or whisper, or even releave a breathe, but she still gives me pain and mourning, for I will not long forget.
As I think of all the loathing and misery, which I can remember in my life, the angel of sadness restores my memories, so I can see them clearly.
A tear streaked face, and saddened blue eyes, I see.....
For I am staring, at my reflection in a mirror of tears, that I have just released.
I am sorry if I have saddened you or even made you glum, for this is some painful sorrow, that I have carried long......
