I sit and watch the day fly by, through the sky, the day fly by.
As I watch the day fly through, I sit quietly and then I sigh.
For my love is gone, and left me behind.
I shed no tears for love, for it is gone forever.
I feel as if my heart is torn, or shredded into tiny pieces.
I cannot take it anymore, so my life will not survive, for my love has left me this time, without saying a short goodbye.
I sit here without thinking, feeling, crying, I have no feeling for love anymore, because those I loved have left me to die.
I feel unloved, but not sad.
I feel hatred but not anger.
Because every drop of love in my body is gone.
Spent.
Disappeared.
The darkness is filling my heart, taking over any spot that joy, happiness, or love once owned.
I move slower, and think dimmer.
For I am being taken over by the darkness that they have left me to live and die in.
I hate everyone and everything.
If someone told me that they loved me, I would probably not believe them, for I sense and feel from those I thought I once knew.
No caring, sharing, happiness, or love, As I drift out of this world and into my own.
I feel hated and anger scourge my body and penetrate into my veins.
For now, I have become the dark queen of hate, anger, loathing, misery, and pain.
I hope, someday, that the ones who have caused me pain, and hatred, shall have a taste of it themselves.
I leave you now with a sense of fear and insecurity, for you may be the one that I wish it upon most of all!
