This isnt me

Everyone thinks they know
everything about me
but they don't take the time
to look and really see

no one knows who i really am
its hidden behind a smile
its hidden behind a lie
no one would even know
if my life is really mine

everything is just a pose
to make you think
who i really am
is more than the most

i try to keep the tears back
hoping you don't notice how i turn away
looking the opposite direction
of where you look me in the face

i don't mean to lie
but this isn't the truth
im not really sure
what to do

i want people to like me
cause me isn't enough
people just laugh at me
but i try to act tough

it all comes back to me
and i burst in tears
but i make sure no one is around
to see all my fears

this isn't me
not even close
I'm living a lie
that is just a pose