Umm... you do this to me

I don't get this at all
how I seem to feel like a loser every time you don't call
you always make your promises of all different sorts
and then you break them and that what really hurts

Ive done so much for you and yet in return I feel as if I have nothing much
just someone who says they love me and its only just a crush
I know I could never tell you any of this
because even though I feel like this your always the one I miss

but I don't get you, you toy with my feelings
and I find no way or sense of dealing
I don't know what to tell you that would make you understand
how Ive loved you since I first started dating you

your not like any other guy
you can make me smile and yet worst of all make me cry
lately all guys Ive been with have had that power over me
and I don't like it like that thats not how its suppose to be

some of my friends think I deserve better but I wont admit to it
but every time you do this to me I feel like Sh**
I'm sorry If I did anything ever to cause this
but if not why are you the one Id die to kiss

I think Ive done nothing but love you
and if thats a crime
well I don't care because I still love you and want you as Mine
I only hope you feel this to