I feel bad
i feel sick
i feel like the worst person in the world
i feel so sad
i feel so depress
but i can't not let her know
cause? she thinks am over her
she thinks i no longer care about her
she thinks am over her
while i sit alone
with painful heart
and depressing mind
i hate myself
i hate what i done
but it's to hard to change
cause she broke it up
and ended it all
and never gave me a chance to work it out...
we don't even talk any more
cause she thinks i hate her
cause she thinks i forgot about her
i wish it was that easy
i wish it was that simple
well? people tell me
" she doesn't give a crap about you any more.. she doesn't even care for you any more, why must you care and love this person?"
i sigh with a depress heart and didn't answer the question
cause i couldn't
i don't know how...
it's is a feeling that words can't not say...
so i walk away
with a dark and hated heart...