Death is my Addiction

From the cold hearts
to the distant looks
the brief replies
down to every single lie

Hurt is so many ways
your the only one thats phased
i try to understand
i try to be strong
once again
another one went wrong

Same old routine
day after day
I lay in bed
drowning in depression
with your death
as my only obsession

I think about every ex
they're all different
yet they're all the same
they say its not their fault
So whose to blame?

Its pretty pathetic how it all ends
B-tching and fighting
passing in public
pretending that we moved on

I'm still confused
how i get all the a--holes
and all my relationships die
my only guess is that
Death is my addiction..