Lost in life...

Life is a tough and confusing place, so many choices,
so many ways,i think of everything, staring in a daze.
There are voices in my head telling me what is and isnt right,
but everything i do ends with a fight.
Not just with friends, but with my emotions.
I get mood swings, say and do things i dont mean,
and always end up making a huge scene.
Everyone begins to hear the mistakes i have made, see what i have done,
then again, i become the lonly one.
Walking alone, i get stares and glances,
and peoples refuse to give me anymore chances.
Im lost in the placings of life, my friends betrade me,
while strangers ask questions.
I have no one to go to, no where to turn,
Im here on my own, and i need a shoulder to cry on....