I'm walking in the dark dying to breathe
Still hoping there's more to this life than what I've seen
Oblivious to the world and to those who don't understand Locked up in a place so cold Searching with eyes so blind
My image is nothing but a blur and I sit here thinking I actually am losing my mind
The blood that I unleash seems so innocent and the pain feels nothing but relief
Look at me The scars wont leave me alone My dreams were washed away with my blood The truth was all make believe
So now I lie here Scared Not knowing what to do
Threw away my razor Trying not to take my craving I can't pain anymore I don't want to!
I know I'm not the only one who's driven to a choice so black
With cries of crimson tears And having the feeling of no sanity Believing you cant go back
The pain is so tempting I want to see my arm bleed
But I wont give in I'm trying my best If no one will help me I'll help myself refuse this corrupted
need
Maybe I will accomplish this fight to stop But for how long?
How long can I keep myself from doing what's so wrong?
Will the past with it's cruel ways some back and this time really kill me
I don't know That's whats scares me I guess I'll just have to wait and see
