Only dreaming....

Its nearly four in the morning,the alarm clock flashing red.
I should of been asleep by now,but i just lay awake in my bed.

Thoughts of you running through my mind,
That love again is the one thing I'm hoping to find.

I don't know why i cant let go,why i don't want somebody else.
Everybody tells me i deserve better anyway,but it doesn't seem to help.

Every girl that gets close to me i end up pushing away.
I don't know why it happens,but i don't mean it to be that way.

I finally fall asleep,as always you are there.
I feel again that happiness,of the love we used to share.

When i wake up i realize life is so deceiving,
I'm sad because your not there,i was only dreaming...