Lost love

by Emma   Jan 4, 2005


I woke up one morning and a tear fell from my eye
I saw that you had left me, not even saying goodbye
you were everything to me, the only one who cared
when everyone else blanked me and I was alone and scared

Before you I had no one, my family were never there
I could scream and shout, fall to the ground but they wouldn't even care
they never seemed to notice when I cried
on the outside I lived, but inside I died

Then you came along and helped me live again
you helped me see the light beyond the heavy rain
you were all I had the only one who cared
that I lived my life, alone and scared

You made me happy, made me smile
made my life worth living for a while
You told me for the first time that you loved me
but that morning I laid in bed and knew that it couldn't be

If you loved me you never would have gone
and left me on my own with no one to look upon
you made me feel empty and after a while I was numb
I thought I would die, the end had just begun

About a month later I saw you again
and a tear stung my eye, it brought back the pain
and as if that wasn't enough to hurt me
I saw you with someone else, she was carrying your baby

Is that why you left, had you been cheating
did you go so it wasn't your baby you were leaving
did you really love me, was it really true
did you only leave me because you had to

If this is true I need to know
so that one day I might let you go
get on with my life and live again
stop feeling the hurt, stop feeling the pain

I'll never forget how you made me feel
But I might one day think its not a big deal
because deep down in the bottom of my heart
I'll know you left because you had to, not so we would be apart.

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