You asked if we could try to be us again
and I agreed with slight hesitation
I have doubts you can't give what I want
because I do need devotion & dedication.
I'm still so very much in love with you
but yet I'm still so scared
of what we are and will become
for fear that my heart's not prepared.
I'm reluctant to give my heart to you
you have broken it once before
I'm bitter and resentful right now
& don't want to go through pain anymore.
So please be gentle with my heart
I need you to be patient & understand
I do want you in my life eventually
& one day we will be woman & man.