Why

Why do we half to be such good friends why is it i have seemed to work myself into a position to make you see me as your homegirl i wish that things were different because i like you so much but we are so close as friends and if anything did happen it would change everything and i don't want that i hate the position i am in i love you and i want to be with you cant you see how much i love you? i guess not so for now I'm not going to say anything i hope that someday you see my feelings for you.!