Dear Daddy,
I was all alone in my room
Hoping this pain will be over soon.
All of the rapes, the beating, the lies
And you have no clue how much I cry.
You lost control all of those days
When you hit me until my skin faded away
But if I tried to tell you how I feel
You would hit me harder and say "You'll deal".
This all started when my mom couldn't take it anymore
So she gathered her things and walked out the door.
She now regrets she left me in your hands
Because when she left, he became a dirty old man.
You had sex with me and made me go along!!
I was too young to know it was wrong.
A few years later I knew what was right
So I wouldn't let him feel on me without a fight.
He started to give up, I thought how I won
But when he stopped raping me the beatings begun!
I'm sorry you died even though you hurt me as a child.
You took my joy so I could never smile.
I hate to say this but me and mom both know it's true
Daddy, I'm m i s e r a b l e because of you!!!
