My dreams swallow me whole..
that slowly turn into dark nightmares
the clock ticks awakening my wake up call
i cry out a name that no one can hear
and that will never be heard
then I'm gone
i look in the mirror
i see it all
i see a horrifying smile
along with deep eyes holding back 14 years of tears
and a face that should be masked
I'm tired of being treated like a diseased freak...
i see why people don't look past
and why looks matter
but i don't under stand the tears and why i shove them back
i don't understand why i have to convince my self
that everything will be OK
