My Suicide Letter

I'm writing you this suicide letter
cuz i have no courage to live anymore
in the inside,
I'm already dead
i have no signs in my life
that stops me from writing this
letter that confesses my suicide

i have waited for this all my life
i was never wanted anywhere
i had no friends
i was scared
nobody was there to tell me they loved me
nobody knew i exist
when I'm gone nobody will ever notice
if i wouldn't write this letter, nobody would ever know

i don't know how I'll kill myself
maybe I'll slit my wrists
and bleed to death
maybe I'll drown myself
and sink to the bottom
maybe I'll take some pills
and take 10 of every one
maybe I'll hang myself
and feel me chocking
maybe I'll shoot myself
and i wouldn't feel much pain
maybe this world is better of without me
you'll find out,
i won't
you'll see

thanks mom and dad
for never being there for me
when i needed you,
you never listened
you keep saying i was a mistake
and that i was never wanted

thanks friends that i didn't had
for never sharing me your secrets
telling me to go play somewhere else
and find someone that cares about me

thanks everyone
for never caring that I'm here
for never noticing me
for calling me names that i didn't deserve

it's time to end this all
goodbye world
I'm going to a better place
where people like you
don't make any mistakes

goodbye...