Loving A Memory; What Can Not Be

I cut myself for you last night
Thought you wouldn't care
you sounded so infatuated
with your dead boyfriend that wasn't there

i feel neglected
and i fear
that you would not notice
if i weren't even here

Your looking for
what can not be
Your past is gone
can't you see?

having you
keep your pain inside
has made me think
about committing suicide

just give up
your past life
throw away the pain
throw away the strife

just live with me
here and now
and i know it will all work out
somehow....