So cold ~dedicated to someone i hurt~

So selfish I am
For blaming everything on you
You were the one
Who got me through

So stupid I am
To tell you I no longer cared
Though, not always in person
In heart, you were there

So self-centered I am
For almost killing you
You felt it was your fault
That I fell through

So unbelievably cold I am
To say you weren’t there for me
When you always told me truth
I was the one who wasn’t there for you

So sorry I am
Of what I did to you
But God would be wrong
To let you let yourself lose

So upset I am
Of what I now should do
I know in my heart
Zachary, i will always love you